errr,

"mestilah sedih, dulu kitorang rapat gila kot. dia selalu datang rumah aku, tidur rumah aku semua but now macam kitorang tak cakap sepatah pun. rindu gila do dekat dia,"

thats what i feel too when we were fighting friend. i'll be happy if thats what you feel few months ago but i know thats not me. that girl is !@#$%^&. eventhough kita dah okay but aku still rasa yang kau jauh je dari aku. you dont share anything with me. you hide lots of thing from me. i cant even read messages in ur phone padahal dulu we shared everything.

i dont know if you feel the same thing. but i guess you dont cus your attitude shows that you're happy with your new best friends. i cant do anything to make our friendship like old days. all i can do is praying.