pathetic. i am

hello world. here we meet again. i'm not feeling well today. i feel dizzy most of the time. to be true, i'm not feeling well while writing this post. so, why on earth am i doing so? its not that i really want to write this post actually but i'm just way too bored while looking for idea on what am i supposed to write in my English report.

yeah, i'm doing my report even though i'm sick. my body temperature is 39 degree Celsius or even more. :( i'm such a good girl and i cant be selfish therefore, i'll force my self doing the report. aaa, me so nice. i know. okay, enough of being so vain. i want to see the doctor but i have no idea on how am i going there. ada ke clinic yg buka? i've to wait for tomorrow. we will see if i am rajin enough to see the doctor for i have to miss few classes by doing so.

i always let ibu knows whenever i'm not feeling well but not this time. i guess no one knows that i'm having fever at this moment for everyone is so busy right now. never mind. its not that teruk actually. its the weather that making me sick. sob sob.

i am not in the good mood. mood swing giler. i know everyone is annoyed with me but i'm sorry i couldn't pleased everyone. and thanks to those who understand me. thousand thanks to all of you. but you, ones who called himself the boyfriend of mine, i just don't get you. not at all. i'm not kidding. i sometimes think whether to be yours again is the right thing. i don't see any love in your eyes, attitudes, words and so many things. so many chances given to you and that make you a spoiled brat. you never know how to appreciate me. i should realized that earlier.

i think i should stop being so pathetic for people will be annoyed even more. but as what i've mentioned earlier, i couldn't please everyone so you've to accept me the way i am. take it or leave it. simple kan? okay, bye.