how is it feel to wake up in the morning and realize that you're not you anymore? i mean like, you've changed to someone you really adore? as for me, i really want to get that chance. even if its only in my dream. cus sometimes, i do feel like i'm not good enough. not good enough in everyone's eyes. i sound like an ungrateful kid. is it?
hmm, if i were given a chance to be somebody else, i wanna be those who are around me all this while instead of those rich and famous people. i wanna know how is it feels to be Nadia, Nana, Skeena and some of my friends whom i really adore. i'm so sweet i know. haha.
well, people would think why i chose them? hahah.
Nadia - i want nadia's brain. she's like so so clever that no one could beat her. straight A's for spm, 3.8 or even more for her foundation. eheyy, dah obvious sangat dah her cleverness tu. if i have nadia's brain, i'm extremely sure that ibu will be proud of me. all the time. best gila okay. haha
Nana - everyone adores her hair. even kakak does. kakak always said "serious nak rambut nana" and i'll replied, "rambut saya lagi lawa" haha padahal jealous taw. like please lah, my hair wont be able to be any prettier than hers. oh i wish i have rich daddy like nana's. haha. i can get almost everything that i want. i wanna own mini cooper too :p
Skeena - Skeena's body. she's effing skinny. i mean like, she's not that skinny obviously but tah, i think body dia macam just nice je. and i dont think she has gained any kilos since she left high school. please understand me. haha. oh and i wish i act like her too. never cares about what people say about her. she's living in her own world. serious best lah.
ohh, actually there are a lot of people to be listed here like azza cus she's so cool, and thinks positive most of the time and putri cus a lot of matriculation students like her hahaha. k, ni sumpah mengarut. hehe
but, i believe that everyone is special in their own ways. having they people in my life, i sometimes feel like, someday i can be just like them too. they're my inspiration. cewah.
this post is just a confession from my heart. its not that i'm ungrateful or something. to be honest, i'm happy with my life despite living with those imperfections of mine. i'm proud of being me, having my daddy and mummy. not to forget my crazy siblings too. let's think positive, i adore almost everyone around me and i'd like the world knows those whom i adore :) i love my friends a lot ♥
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