Not used to it

This thing is hard,

I don't know when will I ever get used to this, 

But then again, I can't always rely on people,

I'm in charged with my happiness,

Not someone else. 

I'm the one who made this decision,

I'm the one who want this,

So I don't wanna regret it,

Never will, I regret this.

Move forward,

Don't ever look back, 

I might have done so many mistakes in the past, 

But that wont stop me from being the best in future. 

P/s: I hate how sometimes I start being desperate, forgetting the main reason why I chose this path. Istiqamah. Keep being istiqamah, girl.