Tuesday, November 9, 2010

i'm in misery



no words could describe my feelings right now. i feel so far away from Allah yet He's always here with me to give me strength whenever i'm in messed. He sent all the great people to be with me so that i can think wisely and not doing stupid things that will bring bigger problems.

thanks Allah. i know i'm a munafik. i'm a muslim but its just at my name. i dont do what you asked me to do. i dont wear scarf as what as i should. i dont pray 5 times a day. there's always a reasons for not doing so. reasons which are unacceptable.

i'm working on being a better muslim. i hope someday im gonna be a muslimah. i will never stopped trying to improve my self. I REALLY WANNA CHANGE.

dear problems, my Allah is greater than you. you will be solved sooner or later.

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