marketing. yeah, marketing. im kinda upset. to make me more upset, i will be placed at UiTM Sri Iskandar, Perak. againn, i've got to leave my family and i have to travel for hours which i dont like. i dont feel like going. seriously. marketing? its not what i wanna do. and the job prospect? i don't have confident it can make me earn a lot of money someday.
so, what to do now? my heart keep asking me to reject the offer. seriously, i don't have the strength to deal with my homesickness again. and this time, i'm going to be at that place for 3 years. will i survive? a year at matric pun macam dah separuh mati. ibu had to called me almost everyday to make sure i was okay. cried almost everyday before i sleep. aaa, im pathetic i know.
but somehow, i thank Allah for giving me such an intelligent daddy, Mr. Zainal who will always have a back up plan for me when things dont go the way we have planned. to have keep receiving support from my mum and sister, to get a lot of information and advice from my friends and everyone around me. thanks people.
obviously, i have a back up plan. as everyone knows, i've planned to go to private university to continue doing degree in accounting. but i've another plan which is way better then doing degree at private university. shouldnt mention it here takut tak menjadi nanti. but i swear, if i get the chance to do that course, i will work real hard. guess i will never get a boyfriend if i do that course. but, never mind, kerja nanti boleh. hahah
gonna graduate a bit late from other 2009 spm leavers. talked to one of my seniors who had faced the same problem like me, and she said, "as long as i'm doing things i love, then grad lambat sikit pun tak pe lah. after all , nak rushing buat apa. eventually u'll finish study jugak. kalau setakat one year tak pe lah :)" sweet kan her advice? make sense kan? sama macam what ibu has said. seriously, whats the point graduating so early en? kerja bukan best pun. penat. cewahh. well, its great to finish study early but if im doing things i dont like, i'll suffer even more. do the things you dont like for the rest of your life? no thanks.
so, i will stop writing now. pray for me people. i love uolls heheh :)
p/s: hint about this course, i have to sit for the paper all over again if i fail, no cgpa. there's only pass or fail, and insyaAllah if i pass every paper without fail, i'll be done with my studies just like those who are doing degree. and if i'm brave enough to take more paper for every sem, i'll be done earlier. what's pop on your mind? give your answer at the comment :)
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