here it begins, :)
A year ago, a lot of people told me that i should do diploma at uitm instead of going to matriculation. a lot of others' mom gave me advice but my mom was the only 'mom' who kept telling me that i would success. i doubted that cus i was surrounded by negative thinking of those people. no, i aint trying to tell you people how bad is others' mom. i havent done writing. keep reading :)
"thoyy, kau duduk sana seminggu confirm dah balik", "thoyy, kau sure ke doh? ramai gila orang buat matric then quit separuh jalan". they people looked down towards me. towards my ability. a week before i went to matric was probably one of the pathetic weeks in my life. i cried like almost everyday cus i really didnt wanna go. i didnt even pack my stuff. my mum did. my mum packed everything. mom sacrificed her time just to make sure i'll be ready for matriculation. thanks mom.
i learned about how meaningful life is at matric. learned that not everyone is lucky. learned that so many things which had made me think that, i'm so lucky to be me. my room mate's house got no toilet. she told me that if she wants to shower or do her business, she has to use the toilet outside her house. how sad is that? she was born in a low income's family while me? not trying to say that i'm rich but to be honest, i have never been in any difficulties in life. i got almost everything that i want. i knew that thing in second semester and that has made me thing that why cant i get a good pointer like her?
as everyone knows, i didnt perform in first semester. but miracle happened. i checked the result and its more than 3.5. i know it aint that great to be compared to those who got 4.00 but i dont care. im still happy with it. alhamdulillah, syukur tak terhingga.
some people said " powernya kau Thoyy? padahal kau tak belajar sangat pun dulu? suka ponteng class semua" and i just smiled. i know how did i manage to be where am i now. it's because ibu blessed me. kalau kita belajar tinggi mana pun, kalau ibu bapa kita tak restu, tak kemana pun kita pergi. okay so, now lets relate what i've wrote in 1st paragraph with this paragraph. if your parent said yes, then just do eventhough your friends' parents said no. sebab in any thing you do, your parent is number one.
i'd like to thank my English teacher, Puan Aidura who has lent her shoulder for me to cry whenever i'm i a mess, room mates at PMC, Iffat, Siti, Datin, my sifu - Fauzan (kalau dia baca ni mesti bangga terguling2. haha), my classmates, kuliahmates and those who have help me through out my journey at matriculation. matriculation sucks from the first day i came till now. no doubt. i hate that place. but somehow, you people has made my days at matriculation better. you colored my day. thanks people. i owe you very much. not to forget my best friends who have never failed to spent their time to give me advices and supports. love uolls. ♥
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